What I Want Is What I Want

What Do You Want?

I ask myself this question everyday and I have a different answer every time you see when you are growing up it hard to decide what you want to do even when you become an adult why cause what you want you can't get and because it doesn't make enough money.

Now money is very important in today's society I use everyday for snacks food bills and sometimes clothes why are things so expensive is the question that everyone asks but no one complains we just don't care as long as it doesn't involve us the individual.

If you can't afford it but I can so I don't care and that is the world we live in I love to point out what others should do but I don't think about myself from that view why it simple as a person I can only see other's fault before I see my own.

It's just that's how most people see it just how I can tell when someone likes someone but I can't tell when someone likes me confusing sometimes when you get a confession from a person that I never expected to get it from.

Then I question myself when the hell did this happen how didn't I see it coming I bet others go through this so what do I want, well for starts I want to learn a new language I want to sleep and not have to sleep for eight hours a day.

Confusing right then again I want to sing out loud even though I have an awful voice I want to stay up the whole night and watch anime or drama or movies then again that sounds boring I want to run around and not be looked at.

 

I want to do these things and not be look at or be called crazy but people can't help but drop their opinion for you to hear I want to be confident when I have to be I want to smile and not have to explain that I am happy.

I want to be the me that I am always hiding cause I am too childish I want to have a job that not about making money only I want to enjoy what I do not have to mature and work cause I need money but let me come back to reality what I want I can't have so I will just accept it as it is.